The best love letter I have ever received. And now she is gone.

I have no idea if you ever open your stickies but I just want you to know that I love you. I love you more than the air I breathe. Id give you my everything, the clothes of my back, the food on my table the love in my heart. I try to give you my very best and I know it isn’t good enough sometimes because Im imperfect, but you love me nonetheless. And the fact that you love me unconditionally gives me a reason to get up every morning. Without you, my life would be dark depressing and meaningless. Yes, i could continue a monotonous day to day existence of eating sleeping, talking when needed, thinking when needed, hanging out w friends, doing choirs, taking tests, etc etc. But the fact that I have you gives me a purpose. It gives me a goal. And my goal is to be better. In every way. You make me want to be a better human being. And I’m not just saying that. Before I met you I guess I didn’t realize I was lost. when I met you everything changed. You turned my world upside down, over and over and over again. You do this everyday. You make me think outside my own personal box. You make me feel emotions, to their highest peak. You make me so happy I feel as though I may explode. You make me so sad sometimes I feel like Im going to collapse in on myself. You make me feel the extreme of every emotion, and I thank you for this. I want to thank you for so many things. Thank you for being amazing, original when so many around you are posers. Thank you for being open when its hard, for being kind when you don’t want to me. Thank you for picking me up when Im sad, for tolerating my crazy moods. Thank you for being Adam, thank you for being real and true. Thank you for having an open heart. Thank you for keeping an open mind. Thank you for learning from your mistakes and growing from them. Thank you for making mistakes. Thank you for being flawed. Thank you for being perfectly matched for me. Thank you for being brave. Thank you for being handsome, although I should thank your parents for that, thank you for being gorgeous and strong and for having the most perfect body ever. Thank you for excepting me with all my flaws. 

I could go on and on, but right now you want me to get ready, as we are going to an art museum in California. 

Thank you.

I love you. So much.

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Forever yours.